At Gunpoint


Image: International Business Times UK

“Admit it. You voted for Donald Trump. I know you did.”

These were the first words Colton heard as he woke up. Angelique was pointing a .45 caliber handgun at his face.

“Wait. What? What are you talking about?”

Angelique and Colton lived in a four bedroom flat on the second floor of a building in San Francisco’s Richmond District along with two other “flatmates.” The election was a week ago. It seemed like the City, Oakland, and several other Bay Area communities, along with major population centers across America, were burning figuratively and literally with hate and fear over a Donald Trump win and what everyone thought it would mean.

“God damn you, Colton, how could you? I thought we were friends.”

Colton’s head had cleared thanks to the sight of the firearm pointing at him from less than three feet away. “What the hell are you doing with that thing, Ang?”

He thought she hated guns. It was illegal for a private citizen to own a handgun in San Francisco anyway. Where did she get it and why was she threatening to use it?

“Fuck you, Colt. You bastard. You know what that man stands for. You know what he’ll do to me, my partner, everyone who is LGBT. Why did you vote to hurt me?”

Colton didn’t make it common knowledge that he was more conservative than his friends and co-workers. In a place like San Francisco, that can get you alienated quick, especially if you work in the technology industry, and Colt was a programmer for a major developer of mobile apps.

“Wh-what makes you think I voted for Trump?” Colton was playing for time and hoping Angelique would run out of steam and put the gun down.

“You talk in your sleep, scumbag. What do you think? You told Miles, Miles told Shanna, and Shanna told me.”

Colton trusted Miles because he didn’t personalize conflict or differences and could normally keep his mouth shut. They worked together in the same company, but Miles was also friends with Shanna, Angelique’s partner, apparently close friends. If Colton lived through this, he’d have to tell Miles what a traitorous slime ball he was for ratting him out.

“Look, Ang.” Colton was half sitting up in bed now and holding his hands palms facing his would-be killer. “I wasn’t voting for Trump, I was voting against Clinton. You know how connected she is to the Wall Street one percent, especially Soros. Do you really think…?”

“You voted for Trump in spite of the fact that he ran on a sexist, racist, and homophobic platform. It didn’t bother you a bit that his becoming President would result in so much pain for so many, did it? It didn’t bother you that it would rip me apart, did it?”

“Ang, you know how I feel about the LGBT community. I’ve gone to Gay Pride parades, I’ve…”

“I don’t give a fuck what parades you’ve gone to! You’ve just elected the worst enemy we could ever have!” She was screaming and trembling. Colton was afraid she’d shoot him by accident.

“You need to apologize, Colt.” Angelique was starting to compose herself.

“I’m…I’m sorry, Ang. I really am. I…”

“Words are cheap. You need to prove it.” Now her voice was as cold as the gun she held.

“How?” Colton was hoping to escape with his skin intact and then call the cops the first chance he got.

“With money. I know how much you make and what you spend it on. Hell, we’ve lived in this flat together for four years, you bastard. You’re going to literally pay.”

“Pay who, you?” Colton was starting to get indignant, in spite of the fact that death was only a pull of the trigger away.

“No, asshole. You’re going to start donating and donating big. Places like the ACLU and the Southern Poverty Law Center. I’ve got a whole list of places you can give to, and I want proof which of them you donated to and how much.”

“What?” Colton’s arms felt as heavy as lead, and in spite of himself and the danger he was in, he lowered them.

“You heard me. You’ll also have to go public. Admit that you’re a Trump voter, that you regret it, and denounce your fellow traitors to humanity. If you really meant it when you said you loved me, loved the LGBT community, and that you didn’t mean to hurt us, you’ll pay. You’ll still have a long road to travel, but this will start the healing.”

“You want me to what?” Colton still couldn’t believe that forgiveness could be bought with cold, hard cash.

“I can tell what you’re thinking, Colt. None of this means I forgive you and that we’re cool or anything. But I will acknowledge what you did and let it be. I will still judge you and always consider you an asshole.”

“If I don’t, you’re going to shoot me?”

“Don’t be stupid. This isn’t even a real gun. I borrowed it from Marty. You’ve met him before. He’s the property manager for that little community theatre on 36th and Anza. He’s gay by the way, just in case you might care.”

She lowered the gun.

“Even through it felt like you killed me, I’d never actually hurt you. That’s the difference between us, Colt. I’d never hurt you, especially the way you hurt me.”

Angelique walked out of Colt’s bedroom, went back to her own, crawled into bed and started crying again.

Colt looked at the clock. 5:02 a.m. Tuesday. He silently got ready for work, left the flat and never went back.

He sent movers to pack up his things and store them until he could find another place to live. He didn’t call the police on Angelique. He wasn’t even sure it was illegal to pretend to threaten someone’s life with a prop gun.

Colton wanted to tell Angelique why he voted for Trump, but he knew she’d never care and probably wouldn’t consider any reason for doing so justifiable. Everyone knew Colton was Jewish but he told few people that he was pro-Israel. His grandparents made Aliyah and retired to Haifa. He had cousins who lived in Tel Aviv, and he had attended Yeshiva over the summer two years ago in Jerusalem.

For the past eight years, President Obama had been doing everything in his power to throw Israel under a bus including the Iran Nuke Deal. Colton had no doubt Hillary Clinton would spend her Presidency doing the same.

He couldn’t let that happen, so he did the unthinkable and voted for one of the most boorish people on the planet. He was sure of one thing however. The man who said he might even move the U.S. Embassy from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem, the ancient and modern capital of the Jewish state, would be a lot better ally to Israel than Clinton would ever have been.

Angelique had done him a favor. Colton Jacob Katz made Aliyah to Israel six months later.

Someone who I follow on twitter retweeted a link to this blog post recently. I read it and was ready to dismiss it when it occurred to me that there was more to the story here. Of course I know there’s more to the story, but a lot of people don’t think so.

I know this won’t help. I know that believing Trump was the only one of the two major contenders who would protect Israel against Jewish genocide won’t be enough for his detractors and those who authentically fear him and what he’ll do with four years in the White House.

But I have to tell that other story because it exists and it is real.

We all voted out of fear. We all voted at virtual gunpoint. After all, who in their right mind would believe that either Hillary Clinton or Donald Trump were really the two best choices for the Office of the President?

America needs a do-over with better options, but we’re not going to get it. We’ll just have to deal with a Trump Presidency for the next four years and hope in 2020, someone sane and moral will want to be the President.

Addendum: You might want to read the brilliantly written blog post Profile of a Trump Supporter for more insight into these issues. There’s a lot more going on behind the scenes than you’ll hear about in popular news and social media.


8 thoughts on “At Gunpoint

  1. It’s pretty sad that, though we have to live with the outcome of this election, we have, also, to keep hearing the arguments. A bunch of people got fooled into thinking whatever they perceived as positive things about this guy. It is one thing to say the choices weren’t good. They weren’t. But I don’t believe it any more; that’s just something to say. And then there is the launch back into what’s so great about this guy. Well, rejoice if you want to.


  2. I believe that possibility (or did). But that is not what is happening in all these regurgitations of what people want to believe are good things about Trump. Not to mention the characterizations of people who don’t like him. I didn’t vote for either of the main party candidates. But it’s pretty disgusting how the division is promoted on and on — and, even more disgusting, in the name of supposedly trying to come together.


  3. That’s pretty much the way I see it, James.

    I’m sharing this from another site.

    Marleen says:
    {October 19, 2016 at 5:19 am} [Note: I don’t know what time zone that is. I will put the site times in {}.]
    Fri, 04 Dec 2015, 01:42 AM

    The crowd was further dismayed after Trump questioned Israel’s commitment to peace, and refused to affirm Jerusalem as united capital.

    US Republican presidential candidate and billionaire Donald Trump on Thursday questioned Israel’s commitment to a two-state solution, refused to declare his support for a united Jerusalem, joked about Jewish stereotypes ….

    Speaking at the Republican Jewish Coalition (RJC) summit in Washington, Trump struggled to win over the the politically savvy crowd….
    Marleen says:
    {October 19, 2016 at 5:20 am}
    By Ben Schreckinger
    12/03/15 06:16 PM EST
    Updated 12/03/15 10:04 PM EST

    Trump began the day in a hole with this crowd after questioning Israel’s commitment to making peace with Palestine in an interview ahead of the summit. “A lot will have to do with Israel and whether or not Israel wants to make the deal — whether or not Israel’s willing to sacrifice certain things,” Trump told The Associated Press of the prospects for peace in the region. “They may not be.”
    Jeanne T. says:
    {October 19, 2016 at 9:00 am}
    [This was a short statement about a writer who is concerned about immigration (but not all).]
    Marleen says:
    {October 19, 2016 at 5:53 pm}
    Too bad Milania never did the news conference the Donald promised, to prove she’s got all her papers in order. But nobody cares, right? She’s white and pretty (like Putin).

    Extreme Vetting: Obama’s Half-Brother and Trump’s Debate Guest is a Supporter of Islamic Terror Group Hamas
    Katie Pavlich |Posted: Oct 19, 2016 12:00 PM
    Malik has been an outspoken opponent of the President and a vocal supporter of Donald Trump. There’s just one big problem: He’s a supporter of the Iranian backed Islamic terror organization Hamas.
    Marleen says:
    {October 19, 2016 at 5:55 pm}
    In a letter from Israeli Education Minister Naftali Bennett following the vote, Israel announced it will freeze all professional activities with UNESCO [because of a committee decision].

    US State Department spokesman Mark Toner also criticized the decision. “We are deeply concerned about these kinds of recurring, politicized resolutions that do nothing to advance constructive results on the ground. And we don’t believe they should be adopted,” Toner said.

    The United States stopped funding UNESCO in 2011 over the organization’s acceptance of a Palestinian bid for full membership.


    The draft decision will go before a full plenary of the UNESCO Executive Board on Tuesday. It will either be adopted unanimously, or be the subject of further debate and a possible vote.
    Marleen says:
    {October 19, 2016 at 10:24 pm}
    “Evangelicals” ?
    Are you really ready to fall for KGB style double-speak?

    Wed. Oct. 19th 5:13:30 PM Eastern –>
    Jason Miller — Trump’s Senior Communications Advisor — quote: People want a change in direction, upwards of seventy-six percent of the people… When the President’s, when the President’s, uh, half-brother, uh, even he, thinks that we need to change in direction, uh, I mean, that tells you what the American public thinks.

    [I’m not sure, but that might be 2:13:30 in Nevada — where the third debate happened.

    I have seen this same man, subsequently, saying similar things on various outlets.]


    • Yikes. No wonder WordPress wanted me to approve your comment. Lots of links. Too much for me to watch right now, but it does seem like there’s a lot of contradictory info about Trump, including his stand on Israel. They guy has more opinion changes than Imelda Marcos had shoes.



    … far, not a single Freedom Caucus member has criticized the choice.

    The relevance of the conservative troupe has been thrown into limbo by Trump’s election. Their power comes from obstruction and with a Republican in the White House it’s not clear how often they’ll play that card. Trump likes to boast about making deals, there’s little to stop a Trump administration from reaching over conservatives and across the aisle.

    So far, the faction that plotted Paul Ryan’s demise has welcomed a less conservative president with mostly open arms. …

    [Ealrlier in the article] But the rebuke is notable because of its author and timing. While the relevance of the Freedom Caucus comes into question and Republicans fall over themselves to compliment the incoming executive, Amash is being critical.

    While he won’t have any part to play in Session’s confirmation process, he’s familiar with the danger of a wayward attorney general. With a seat on the Oversight and Government reform committee, he was a vocal critic during the investigation of Attorney General Eric Holder.


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